Rank:BSC Elite Vet Score:44315 Posts:8413 From: USA Registered:09/07/2011 Time spent: 11974 hours
RE:People Daily Journal
(Date Posted:03/30/2012 12:58 PM)
So many thoughts and emotions have been going through my head this week. I have people that love me saying to me.....
But then again they're on the outside looking in. Then again I was always told that they have the best seat in the house. I got people who have relationships that have them saying....
But they just
Why can't everybody just figure out their own situations and issues. I just wanna someone to show me.....
People need to stop gossiping and acting like everything is fact and not fiction with all this "Extra Extra"
Crap!!! Anyway....I wanted to write a journal to express my feelings but that would really take all day so I just thought I'd post some videos that will make me smile instead.....
So I'm gonna leave you all with this....when someone comes to you with their Rumors and gossip....just look at them and say....
Rank:BSC Elite Vet Score:44315 Posts:8413 From: USA Registered:09/07/2011 Time spent: 11974 hours
RE:People Daily Journal
(Date Posted:06/08/2012 3:59 PM)
Dear Journal.....
I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes as I realize that those that those I thought truly loved and cared about me are full of shit!!! I feel like I'm just an option to most. And though quite a few find me attractive they can't see that I'm more than just a pretty face. I try to let people those that I care about how much they mean to me. I am tired of crying because I get hurt by other people's actions and yet put on a smile and pretend that the way they act or treat me doesn't bother me. I'm tired of being the bigger person. I'm tired of when I finally snap people lookin at me surprised as if they didn't see it coming. I've been through a lot in the last few months and there's only really been 6 ppl that have cared enough to check on me daily!!! And to ask me how I'm doing. How I'm holding up. What I need or what they can do for me....it's sad and I'm tired. I don't want to keep my mask on anymore.....I'm done.
