Score:44315 Posts:8413 From: USA Registered:09/07/2011 Time spent: 11974 hours
RE:People Daily Journal
(Date Posted:06/08/2012 3:59 PM)
I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes as I realize that those that those I thought truly loved and cared about me are full of shit!!! I feel like I'm just an option to most. And though quite a few find me attractive they can't see that I'm more than just a pretty face. I try to let people those that I care about how much they mean to me. I am tired of crying because I get hurt by other people's actions and yet put on a smile and pretend that the way they act or treat me doesn't bother me. I'm tired of being the bigger person. I'm tired of when I finally snap people lookin at me surprised as if they didn't see it coming. I've been through a lot in the last few months and there's only really been 6 ppl that have cared enough to check on me daily!!! And to ask me how I'm doing. How I'm holding up. What I need or what they can do for me....it's sad and I'm tired. I don't want to keep my mask on anymore.....I'm done.